Its a quiet morning in a Crack if doun,just want to open my eyes and go a pee I’m pressed.but today there is an unusual feeling in my mouth I feel so dry! Before I let my mind to run to over drive picked a glass of water trying to rectify the problem. It never go away went into my phone “Ask Doctor Google” one thing about the internet you will get the answer but you will never know which one is right because its a loads of information that you need to filter down to the single point of your situation. Some spoke about sleeping your mouth open,some says you might be pre-diabetic or might be dehydrated! I said no! None of the above now I went for the latest AI powered search engines they give more or less the same predictions kept on saying narrow it down. In a panicking mood I wake up prepared for a clinic now to hear the word of a professional,I arrived the nurse did a routine check and this time checked the blood glucose now like a super computer my mind states calculating my age or I’m fourth! I might be susceptible to being diabetic? But I eat healthier and drink water what might be the cause asking myself. An unthinkable.

Then went into a doctors room she said morning you look how has your last appointment went ? I answered the Doctor said I must curry on as normal but no caffeine! She said ok. Then we proceeded with the order of the day she checked my mouth and said I don’t see nothing wrong,I said but I’m feeling this weird feeling of a dry mouth.

She gave me medication to and try if it can help. With curiosity I went to the dentist.thinking I will be assisted but we argued first point that she too does not see anything wrong. Now I don’t know may this is not real but how because I’m feeling it.

She said I will write the letter you go back to the clinic they check you it might be an underlying condition. Now I’m on over drive again what is happening? Doctors Orders! Go back they will assist you!

I have realized one thing us Man who regards ourselves as “Straight Man” we’re mostly fearful of being associated with anything that is “gay” in our definition,more that the people whom they suppose to be scaptical of their situation or their choices.

To me it reflects the other side of it that this might be a mirror reflecting the other side that we don’t want others to see or the world to know about us. Some men they even attar words that belittle the people who have chosen to live their life differently from them calling them names, Why? Does it makes you feel being a better Man! No!

Sometimes its culture,religion and the lack of understanding that we’re differently able and every one is his or her individual as much as we’re in a societal environment.

My opinion being whatever sexuality you want to be called with for some is a choice for some they are born like that from the younger age, for me I believe that as young as two to three years of age you sexual being is born and all the choice that are natured by the environment,today if you can ask any person “Straight” or “Not Straight” when was you sexuality formulated they will tell you exactly!

So for the people to miss judge people maybe for their looks,behavior,the colors they wear and their level or standards of hygiene is not a fair judgement, like for Man doing their nails “buff and shine” others stigmatize it as being “gay” stereotype people.

Not understanding that you can do all things that so called “Straight Man” do tick all the boxes but deep down you know the truth. In IsiZulu bathi “Indlela yaziwa ngumuhambi wayo!”

So my message is let us be open minded and learn from one other without being judgemental and already assume something that we’re not sure of, Whatever the person want to be its his or her “baby to nurse”

A take away for us as men being “gay” for someone is not contagious! Or something that shall jump out of that person to you! You’re who you’re do not let your fears clouds you judgement and you jump into conclusions.

Let the people be whom they want to be as long as it not imposed upon you or crossing your boundaries.

Let us love one other unconditionally ❤️ accept one other as we’re. “Straight!” Or “Not Straight!” We’re just Humans after all!

I never thought that we will be here today talking about how we’re better off separated yazi bengithi siyohlukaniswa ukufa nakho ngoba kuyisela! Kodwa sehluleni okubuhlungu kakhulu ukuthi nazi izingane zethu,ziyothi baba asabele kuphi? Zithi mama asabelekuphi? Ngiyazi obunalo ‘lwami seluvele lwashabalala kweyakho inhliziyo njengamazolo makuphuma ilanga. Sekuse ngokunye kimina amathe abuyele kwasifuba. Nguwe lo! Namuhla ongineka ezweni kade siwasivuka nawe ngithi ngiyakha kanti ngidlala ngemizwa yami nesikhathi sami awuh! Madoda ngigqemeke engeqiwantwala ngoba thando kaluboni. Kodwake indoda ayikhali ukuwakwenye indlu ukuvuka kwenye nami mangingakubambezeli ngemvula yezinyembezi ungaze ukugcwalele umfula ungasakwazi ukuwelela kulawo madlelo aluhlaza. Okwami manje ukuthi ngiqoqe okuqoqekayo ngihlanganise ngoba isendelendlela idinga amandla nokuzimisela. Eyabatwana sesobaxoxela noma seboyifunda ivaliwe.

In life we meet people differently as they come with their challenges others will like you,others admire you and others hate you for no reason but only them them they know why.life is an open field of different challenges we survive every second never guarantied the laughter or the joke from a friend the next minute,we do lot of things we invit and attract with our smile but you never know the gernuin smile until they show you what they are here for people come for different reasons in your you life filtering them is never an easy task because the take some of you as they leave you with the scares nor matter how small is it, its a scare that shall last a lifetime in your heart forgetting is never an easy task at list forgiving comes with time,In this life as we live in a moment opportunities comes and go ever second they are new opportunities by we miss them because we’re focusing on other people garbing theirs and taking ownership of ever moment in their lives,time is passing by the body is aging but the seventh percent of our mind is brand new just that the contaminant of that thirty percent has spread allover so we think we have seen it all or done that this is a universe it give what you want as you plant the seed on your mind the perten in which you plant your garden is the perten in which every thing you planted will come out and the type of seeds you put in mother nature hate none but love us all to embarrass the beauty of being alive and do something that fulfill your heart

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